Retired FBI Agents And Why I Dyed My Hair Blue

Retired FBI agent Jerri Williams with Blue Hair

There’s a saying in the FBI – “Don’t embarrass the Bureau.” The behavior of each special agent is seen as a direct reflection of the agency. It’s expected that everything an FBI agent says and does will project a positive image and mirror the viewpoint of the “front office.”

That’s because agents take that whole Fidelity, Bravery and Integrity stuff pretty seriously. Translated to real life situations those words connote loyalty, confidence and well… integrity. Our training allows us to quickly assess a situation and determine priorities. Even when mission focused, we are trained to be flexible and shift directions if required.

And guess what? All of those ingrained, highly-effective, self-motivated management skills are totally transferable. That’s why retired FBI agents make great second career hires.

Currently, retirement for FBI special agents is mandatory at age 57. But many agents, realizing that they are more marketable at a younger age, leave as soon as they become eligible with 20 years of service, usually around age 50. So, just when an FBI agent is seasoned and experienced, she or he is walking out the doors of the local federal building and into a second career. In Philadelphia, retired agents are senior managers at many major organizations including the Federal Reserve Bank, Philadelphia Office of the Inspector General, National Constitution Center and the Delaware River Port Authority. Former colleagues also run very successful consulting firms specializing in art theft and private investigations, and several are adjunct professors at local universities. Until recently, I had a second career as Director of Media Relations for SEPTA, the Philadelphia region’s public transportation provider.

What the private sector may not know is that working for the FBI requires agents to have an almost entrepreneurial ownership of their cases. Each assignment is like running your own business. Agents must figure out the manpower and resources needed to work their cases. There’s no one standing over them checking on their daily progress. Every 90-days the squad supervisor reviews his or her agents’ case files, looking for documentation that they are pulling their weight. In the end, the statistics tell the facts, how many searches, arrests, indictments, trials, convictions have been logged in since the last file review. It’s a competitive environment. No one wants to be that guy – the slacker, the empty suit. So we work long, hard and steady.

We special agents – current and retired – are a diverse group. We are not the cookie cutter models from central casting portrayed on TV and in movies, but there is an FBI agent “look,” a certain way we carry ourselves. I recall agents who diverted from that image being called in to see the Special Agent in Charge and told to get a haircut, shave off a beard or lose some weight. When you hire a retired FBI agent you know who you’re getting. Someone who’s a team player, furiously loyal and dependable, someone who won’t let you down.

So what does all this have to do with me dyeing my hair blue?

Now that I’m a free agent starting my third career as an author and speaker, I wanted to do something dramatic to signify that after many, many years happily working for others, the only entity I represent now is me. The bold hair color is my way of reinventing myself as a creative type. At this time, the only people I’m embarrassing are my husband and my kids.

But whether my hair is blue, pink or if I decide to shave it off (that’s not happening), I will always reflect proudly on my career as a special agent with the FBI and how, after retiring, those experiences allow me and my FBI agent colleagues to continue to emulate the Bureau motto of Fidelity, Bravery and Integrity.

The FBIRetired website is a great resource for the private sector to be introduced to talented retired agent consultants ready to share their vast experiences and expertise.


Jerri Williams

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Jerri Williams, a retired FBI agent, author and podcaster, jokes that she writes about the FBI to relive her glory days. After 26 years with the Bureau specializing in major economic fraud and corruption investigations, she calls on her professional encounters with scams and schemers to write police procedurals inspired by true crime FBI cases in her Philadelphia FBI Corruption Squad crime fiction series featuring flawed female FBI agent Kari Wheeler. Jerri’s FBI for Armchair Detectives nonfiction series enables readers to discover who the FBI is and what the FBI does by debunking misconceptions about the FBI in books, TV, and movies. Her books are available as ebooks, paperbacks, and audiobooks wherever books are sold. She’s also the host of FBI Retired Case File Review, a true crime podcast with more than 300 episodes available on all popular podcast apps and YouTube.


  1. Neal StevensJanuary 13, 2016

    Hi Jerri,
    Outstanding web site here. This is you, no doubt about it. You shine at what you do and the web site glows into cyberspace so very bright. Best of luck as you move through the web and maze of the wild, wonderful world of authors/books/interviews and much more.
    Neal S

    1. Jerri WilliamsJanuary 14, 2016

      Thanks Neal!

  2. Carol SydnorJanuary 9, 2016

    Love the commentary on the mindset of FBI agents. It speaks to the heart of who we are. It is only now in retirement that I am exploring the “new age” side of myself, focusing on yoga, meditation and do I dare say a more earthy appearance. There is something so invigorating about reinventing yourself no matter in what chapter of life you do it, as long as you remain true “blue” to who you are. Much success to you on career number three!

    1. Jerri WilliamsJanuary 9, 2016

      Funny how we don’t realize how much we “become” the FBI, until retirement when we have to rediscover ourselves again. It’s like being a parent and the kids move out.


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